10-8-13

I'm not very happy because of not feeling good, I'm happy due to having a wonderful husband in my life :-)

10-5-13

Well, everybody I know is getting old Paster Medley will be 62 on Oct. 16th, I believe, and he loves presents but Charlie and I wont have the funds to get Paster anything even though Charlie andI would want to.

Dad just turned 61 on Oct. 3 my mom will be 57 on Dec 21, Todd will be 34 on Dec 21 as well. I just turned 26 on sept 3. Izabellah will be six on Dec 7th, Julieyonnah will be 4 on Feb 22 and Zebriannah will be 1 on April 29th. Right now she's five months my babies are growing up. Charlie's a very sweet man, I love him dearly but his aggression is hurting me inside because of his past is why he acts aggressively from time to time but when he gets aggressive I try not to show him my scared emotions because when he does that it brings up memories of my past of me being abused which haunts, it brings me flashbacks  in the other words.

Other than that, I trust, love and support his emotions, except his aggression even and again he'll pull a controlling me stunt on me but I don't bow down! Charlie's mom,Theresa doesn't like me because I speak my mind...ha ha! I can't help it, that my mental, social and physical abuse taught me to fight back...

Thing is,  I take so much before I finally get the last laugh! Ba ha ha! I love Charlie with all my heart, I would give my life to save him from dying. If Charlie needed a heart to live I would give him mine. That's how much I love Charlie, but Charlie has in his head that supposedly, I had a change of heart, and also that I'm supposedly, tryin' to "Frame" him, when in reality I have been the one there for him and I have stood by him. Just like when with my ex-husband Scott, yea Scott slaved for me but in return when Scott needed my help I stepped up 100% plus takin' care of Izzy and Julie, back in February 2011 because he abused Julieyonnah plus I was sick of Scott's bullcrap no exceptions! Scott used me for money, sex and food as for my ex-boyfriend Jamey he wasn't worth y time he made many promises to bella that he couldn't keep! Plus Jamey is a PLAYER! Charlie however isn't a player, he is true and honest, Scott stole, lied and framed me everytime, I was Scott's "scapegoat" I was Scott's "Prostitute." as I like to call it.  Jamey lied to me and the older girls. Charlie has made promises and kept them.

After I divorced Scot I never though I'd marry again, when Charlie spoke about me standing by his side as Mrs. Workman, I was shocked; so September 4 we bought our marriage license, September 5 we united as one and became Mr. and Mrs. Workman :-)

I'm very glad I married Charlie I love waking to hime next to me :-)

1-15-14

Today we were supposed to go look at a place in Brookeheaven, well we got Leslie to run us up there on our way up we called Kathy our landlord to let her know we were on our way....come to find out Kathy couldn't make it due to bad roads in the area she's from, so we had to reschedule, then we helped Leslie get a TV then and hung out with her til 11:52am, then headed home to eat a ham and cheese grilled sandwich, then went to Flatwoods to visit the girls a very long visit we ate Arby's which cost me $21.56. Wow! Exespensive! Bella has to wear glasses now, she looks so cute! Well I'm gonna head to bed. Gotta make a bunch of phone calls tomorrow! Might have to do some runnin' as well!

Good night!

11-12-13

Today, I went out to WIC and Family Medicine and got blood drawn, however, Charlie had to work for ManPower at the football stadium, cleaning trash. He has to work tomorrow too I have to work as well 12 to 6 at McDonalds. Katie went with me to my appointments. Just when I think things are getting better, things go down...

Like the maintainance man, knocked on my door, lookin' for the "Black Man" (Lamont) we are gonna hide hime out because we feel he didn't do what they are accusing him of doing.

Gonna head to bed

Good night!

12-9-2013

Today, Charlie went to work, he talked to a guy named Thomas, who would give him a ride! However, I have to meet up w/Penny at 9:30am shes coming here. You know? she mentioned and MDT meeting this Friday so I'll found out more about that....

After I get done with my meting with Penny I'm gonna meet up with Charlie at the court house. I hope thinks work out right. I'm gonna go with Penny to Star City and then head back to downtown Morgantown to meet up with Charlie...

My day is gonna be busy....nonetheless,I'm off work today and work tomorrow 5am to10am....Today could be a happy or a sad day depends on what Judge Susan B. Tucker orders, wish me luck!

I meet up with Penny as planned, got dropped off at the couthouse at 12:30pm waited to Charlie to show...however, Charlie never showed up, so I went to the 3rd floor to find out it was canceled...well, also found Janna Adams stopped by and apparently she went to the wrong house! Probably trailor 2..he he! We, Penny and I to family medicine and I only have two appointments left Dr. Whitmore on January 2, 2014 and OB on December 20, 2013 then she and I did parenting at BurgerKing. So, I'm gonna clean house and then finish writing!

The living room is starting to look like a living room! Wow.

I guess when I get in my moods of cleanin' I can clean so stay out of my way! I guess weather channel is calling for 2 to 4 inches of snow. It's very cold outside today.

So I gotta have Charlie take stuff out to the shed to make this place not so clustered! I still have nervous feelings about Janna comin' out...but as long as the house is cleaned, dishes are done, animals are cleaned as well as where there sleep and food and water is down. Also I got told by Katie she was done with Lamont.

I guess Lamont was basically being sneaky by taking off to Uniontown, PA and telling her! Also he had a court hearing coming up, that he didn't tell none of us about besides Katie, I guess unless Sabrinna and Rob told her that...He was going to make Katie choose between our kitten "Miss Priss." (Precious) and him, he didn't wont the cat sleeping with Katie. We found out Lamont is Germaphobic-majorly! Plus he's nt allowed around our house anymore we got told he wasn't allowed at Sabrinna and Rob's either...He ate their kids' cereal and stole Sabrianna's son's cell phone...Maybe he did steal my phone, gave itto Jonathan to him in trouble! Maybe he did start all the crap with our older neighbors Lisa and her family from Lot 2! I have reason to believe the he started the crap because have been doing crack the neighbors, I think the landlord was right, as well as Lisa. Now Charlie told me there's a person I work with at McDonald's with me whoms willing to pay $200.00 to help us out! It's helping him out by giving him a place to live plus helping us out...

I'm considering going with Charlie's idea on this one...we need the help! At the same time Charlie and myself are going to have to hide him and Katie out from CPS plus Charlie has work, so do I and Katie as well!

How about Katie informed us that Amy and Mike (neighbor in trailor 10) got evicted and gotta be out by midnight because they wasn't paying rent, however, I gotta get the "Bringing down the house." "The Recruit." is another one as well...DVDs is what I'm talkin' about.

So gonna watch "Shanhai Knights" with Charlie...Then gonna go to bed, good night!

10-2-2013

I miss my children, Izabellah, Julieyonnah, and Zebriannah. Also I'm stressin' bout my family kdeeping Charlie out of trouble, though he can keep himself out of trouble, he's an adult, but I'm just advising...